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2005-01-01T02:11:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year everyone! my gowd! it's already 2005! 0_0.. anyhooz..

take care and all the best!

x0x0x _Lesha_

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

2004-12-25T13:52:00.000+08:00

May all ur dreams come true..

Everyday's a gift.. that is y it is called the Present =D

MERRY CHRISTMAS AGAIN!!

Fading Away

2004-12-22T15:41:00.000+08:00

My dreams are disturbed by your cries,
As i listen to your pain a part of my soul dies,
I thought i could save you from your fears,
But still at night you drown in your tears.

I wanted to stop your soul from dying,
You have given up on life, stopped trying,
Nothing anyone can do to bring you back,
For you are trapped in a world of black.

There is so much that you could be,
But past, the present you cannot see,
All you know is the feeling of pain,
It takes over your mind driving you insane.

I know that i have lost you already,
I see you holding the razor blade steady,
And i know that soon you will fade away,
There's nothing i can do to make u stay.

We must live everyday like it's our last,
Before our time together has been and past,
I noe that soon you will take your final breathe,
And i will be stuck mourning my friends death...

I Was Made

2004-12-14T19:23:00.000+08:00

My shoulder was made,
For all my frenz to lean on,
When they need to cry,
And feel like they have fallen.

My ears were made,
So i can listen,
To my frenz problems,
So i can maybe help them.

My eyes were made,
To see if anything is wrong,
As soon as i look in my frens eyes,
And ask what is going on.

My hands were made,
So i can take my frens in mine,
And try to help them,
Through a difficult time.

My lips were made,
So i could talk to them,
To comfort they're fears,
But i wish i could ease they're pain.

My arms were made,
To give them comforting hugs,
And to take them from the 'dark side',
And help them to see the sun.

My legs were made,
To run a million miles,
If my frenz want to run,
But their place they cant seen to find.

I was made,
To give my frenz a helping hand,
To always be there,
To let them shout at me and help them stand.

To all my frenz out there,
I just want you to know,
That i'll be here if you need me,
And i hope we never let go.

You

2004-12-14T19:17:00.000+08:00

Trying to forget you in mind,
Never missing you at any time,
All this trying hurts me bad,
It's the worst feeling i've ever had.

Why do you hate me so?
Why are you making me feel so low?
Having to see you everyday,
Never saying a word till today.

Dream of another land,
With everyone giving out a helping hand,
Somewhere no one knows me,
In the land that i see.

Ever since a fren of yours came,
You tried to be the same,
Dont follow anyone's footsteps,
That no one will accept.

Losing Frenz

2004-12-10T15:54:00.000+08:00

The greatest gift is friendship,
And for noone to lose grip,
One of which, cant be lost,
It cant be bought, for it has no cost.

People come and people go,
But which one u neva noe,
Till they tell u 'I'll miss u so',
Making u feel so low.

True frenz are hard to find,
Always having them in mind,
Neva a single moment being unkind,
I know we had a special bind.

One of which has such a good heart,
Everyone noes u're so smart,
Always giving me a great start,
Neva knowing me had to part.

U hav a neva ending soul,
Always casting roles and setting goals,
One who always knows how to control,
But u and me were a whole.

Let me Show u Death

2004-11-27T17:49:00.000+08:00

I didn’t mean to make you sad I didn’t mean to hurt you

I had to do this the reasons I wish you knew

My life fell apart and I couldn’t put it back to together

It got too much for me to bare

Yes I gave up but no I never gave up on caring

I had to go I had to get out of this lifetime of pain

Now I will never have to put up with the hurt again

Don’t look upon me with pity don’t think of me with sorrow

I’m happier now

I don’t have to put up with the sadness anymore

a release a escape a freedom I sore

I took the easy way out i know I didn’t have the strength to fight

No more tears to run down my cheek

no more tears to cloud my sight

I tried to ask for help but nobody listened

My past was too much I said sorry and asked to be forgiven

I didn’t do this for anyone else, I did it for myself

I’m no longer alone, remember me with a smile

I’m happier now

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2004-11-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

hey guys!! Selamat Hari Raya!

Maaf Zahir dan Batin.. Hav a g8rt day!

neva noe.. i mite meet u in someone's house ;p *giggle*

the trouble with luv is..

2004-11-14T15:13:00.000+08:00

Luv can be a splendid thing,
Cant deny d joy it brings.
A dozen roses n diamond rings,
Dreams for sale n fairly tales.
It'll make u hear a symphony,
And u just want d world to c,
But like a drug that makes u blind,
It'll fool u any time.

The trouble with luv is,
It can tear u up inside.
Make ur heart believe a lie,
It's stronger than ur pride.

The trouble with luv is,
It doesnt care how fast u fall,
And u cant refuse the call.
See, u've got no say at all,
Now.. i was once a fool
It's true...
I played the game by all d rules,
But now my world's a deeper blue.
I'm sadder now but i'm wiser too.
Every time i turn around,
I think i've got it all figured out.
My heart keeps callin n i keep fallin,
ova n ova again.
The sad story always ends the same,
Me standing in the pouring rain.
It seems like no matter what i do,
It tears my heart into two.